system update: 101114
Oct. 11th, 2014 06:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thebrokenarrowswhat's been up lately?
first off, we finally have a name!!! for the System. for a couple of years now we have had the Order of the Thorn, but that clearly showed itself to be more of a league than a name for everyone within headspace. not everyone is a member of the Order, or wants to be. but everyone within headspace is within the Broken Arrow System! <3
secondly: we have had a massive influx of humans lately??? that's bizarre. either humans or just beings who often wear human form. in fact most people who have been up near the front lately are human. such as Thirteen, Summer, Hiccup, and... someone new, i think.
she's a young girl, almost treading between Summer and Thirteen, but she's not a simpering girly girl like Summer or of a serious, spiritual nature like Thirteen. she's a roly-poly tomboy, bursting with bright confidence, fiery and almost adamantly happy. she keeps showing up lately. i think she's about 11 years old? she is very into anime and video games, that feels like a lot of her identity. even shitty 4kids dubbed anime like stuff we watched in high school. she's another artist/creative type, which is a bright red flag for a member of the Bloodline. her artistic drive seems to be immersed in video game culture, i.e. creating her own video game or at least a world that would feature in one. she hasn't given me a name yet, but i'm willing to be patient. she seems to be resisting nicknames, perhaps after seeing what happened to Thirteen.
so, various people who have been close to the front of late: Summer, Thirteen, Hiccup, new girl, Jewel, Josiah... there's a lot more than usual. Jewel says this is a sign that i'm getting stronger, getting better at tapping in and staying in touch with headspace, not shutting myself off when i get stressed out.
it almost seems like members of the Bloodline have an intrinsic link with one another, that makes it much easier for me to get in contact with my "family" members than with even my closest headspace connections such as Jewel. that would explain why Thirteen has been almost constantly reachable to me since she returned from her travels last year.
on the other hand, Hiccup often goes for weeks at a time without being reachable, then one day just shows up and hangs around the front for a week or so before vanishing again. that's his nature.
so, a Message bubbling up from somewhere beneath--
something about the Bloodline, which still needs a name, being channelers. that's why they're all artistic in some way. they all channel information that's otherwise obscure, put it down on paper. myself, Thirteen and the new girl all show this quality strongly.
they're also all different splits or forms of the same person. meaning, me. or well, i'm one me, but there's a lot of them that are also me, and i'm them. we're all parts of the same one being. splinters, if you will.
another note: Vraxaran. my daemon. he isn't gone like i thought he was. i'm not sure what's happened to him, but he might have... changed? somehow? i'm not sure what his form is anymore. i project serval onto him for simplicity's sake, but i'm not so sure he's a simple animal form these days. i'll get in proper contact with him eventually.
oh, there's a thunderstorm brewing. hell yes. this is a good time for it, i need my head cleared. one last big booming storm before summer is well and truly gone.
first off, we finally have a name!!! for the System. for a couple of years now we have had the Order of the Thorn, but that clearly showed itself to be more of a league than a name for everyone within headspace. not everyone is a member of the Order, or wants to be. but everyone within headspace is within the Broken Arrow System! <3
secondly: we have had a massive influx of humans lately??? that's bizarre. either humans or just beings who often wear human form. in fact most people who have been up near the front lately are human. such as Thirteen, Summer, Hiccup, and... someone new, i think.
she's a young girl, almost treading between Summer and Thirteen, but she's not a simpering girly girl like Summer or of a serious, spiritual nature like Thirteen. she's a roly-poly tomboy, bursting with bright confidence, fiery and almost adamantly happy. she keeps showing up lately. i think she's about 11 years old? she is very into anime and video games, that feels like a lot of her identity. even shitty 4kids dubbed anime like stuff we watched in high school. she's another artist/creative type, which is a bright red flag for a member of the Bloodline. her artistic drive seems to be immersed in video game culture, i.e. creating her own video game or at least a world that would feature in one. she hasn't given me a name yet, but i'm willing to be patient. she seems to be resisting nicknames, perhaps after seeing what happened to Thirteen.
so, various people who have been close to the front of late: Summer, Thirteen, Hiccup, new girl, Jewel, Josiah... there's a lot more than usual. Jewel says this is a sign that i'm getting stronger, getting better at tapping in and staying in touch with headspace, not shutting myself off when i get stressed out.
it almost seems like members of the Bloodline have an intrinsic link with one another, that makes it much easier for me to get in contact with my "family" members than with even my closest headspace connections such as Jewel. that would explain why Thirteen has been almost constantly reachable to me since she returned from her travels last year.
on the other hand, Hiccup often goes for weeks at a time without being reachable, then one day just shows up and hangs around the front for a week or so before vanishing again. that's his nature.
so, a Message bubbling up from somewhere beneath--
something about the Bloodline, which still needs a name, being channelers. that's why they're all artistic in some way. they all channel information that's otherwise obscure, put it down on paper. myself, Thirteen and the new girl all show this quality strongly.
they're also all different splits or forms of the same person. meaning, me. or well, i'm one me, but there's a lot of them that are also me, and i'm them. we're all parts of the same one being. splinters, if you will.
another note: Vraxaran. my daemon. he isn't gone like i thought he was. i'm not sure what's happened to him, but he might have... changed? somehow? i'm not sure what his form is anymore. i project serval onto him for simplicity's sake, but i'm not so sure he's a simple animal form these days. i'll get in proper contact with him eventually.
oh, there's a thunderstorm brewing. hell yes. this is a good time for it, i need my head cleared. one last big booming storm before summer is well and truly gone.
