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thebrokenarrowsso it's become more and more clear that the reason Summer showed up so bright and clear all of a sudden over - what else? - this summer, is because she's more deeply rooted than just a love for the music we loved at the age she is. i'm pretty strongly suspecting that she is our third member of the Core bloodline. i'm just going to call it that for now and if it sticks, it sticks, even though it's not exactly correct. i'll define what i mean by it later.
looking through old [like, ten years old] photos and in one of them i can VERY clearly recognize Thirteen as herself, her current and past self both in one image. which is a very big deal and good, because not that i doubted what she is and the role she used to play, but here is, to me, physical proof. [for reference the image is titled "it is cold today"] then, unexpectedly, we saw a different one [a very goofy image titled "minty fresh"] that was unmistakably, though beyond her supposed timeline, an image of Summer fronting! i recognize her in the face, clearly. she isn't like Thirteen in that her in-headspace face and form perfectly matches the body's [at the time anyway], which is what made me originally think she wasn't a Core bloodline member, but i can clearly see her there in that picture. someday i will get hold of more photos of us from around 1999-2003 or so, before we had our own camera to take photos of ourselves with, and look for Summer and Thirteen there. sadly most of these photos are in the posession of the father, so this may take some negotiation and stupidity not to mention bravery on many of our parts. but we do want them. they are almost or all in digital form, so it's not like it's hard to send them over, it's just... you know. you know him. mind games.
sorry, i've become a bit distracted and tired and such, so i'll continue this later in most likely a separate document.
looking through old [like, ten years old] photos and in one of them i can VERY clearly recognize Thirteen as herself, her current and past self both in one image. which is a very big deal and good, because not that i doubted what she is and the role she used to play, but here is, to me, physical proof. [for reference the image is titled "it is cold today"] then, unexpectedly, we saw a different one [a very goofy image titled "minty fresh"] that was unmistakably, though beyond her supposed timeline, an image of Summer fronting! i recognize her in the face, clearly. she isn't like Thirteen in that her in-headspace face and form perfectly matches the body's [at the time anyway], which is what made me originally think she wasn't a Core bloodline member, but i can clearly see her there in that picture. someday i will get hold of more photos of us from around 1999-2003 or so, before we had our own camera to take photos of ourselves with, and look for Summer and Thirteen there. sadly most of these photos are in the posession of the father, so this may take some negotiation and stupidity not to mention bravery on many of our parts. but we do want them. they are almost or all in digital form, so it's not like it's hard to send them over, it's just... you know. you know him. mind games.
sorry, i've become a bit distracted and tired and such, so i'll continue this later in most likely a separate document.
