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Bird's gone, i assume... haven't got the 'see you later' text yet and it's past 4pm there. i assume they'd be on the road by now, but maybe i'm wrong, i could just be an impatient SOB. it's fine. even if i don't get it it's okay. i know she'll come back. was actually feeling a lot worse last night when she was still THERE than i do now and that's weird but... w/e. now begins the long weekend of the silent phone. but it's ok. it will all be okay. last night was fucking wonderful and i'm just gonna hold onto that as well as some other particular memories and chew on them until i start hearing that familiar little bell tone again. <3
[remember in like 2012 when bb went camping for his birthday and you couldn't talk to him for three days and had like massive panic attacks every day and did nothing but sit and wait for the day he'd come home???? how far we've come...]
in other news i have continued to not be the best with money -_- i'm still out of the danger zone, but just... ehh. i should be a lot more conservative. but friggin save point got in a copy of pokemon puzzle league, one of the only games lost from my original n64 collection. and i wanted it and it was just $10 so hell yeah. but then... they also had the Majora's Mask soundtrack. the original one. [although mine was the paper one you got for subscribing to nintendo power, and this one is the one you got from Club Nintendo way back in 2000, so although it's not the same it's even more special omg] which was another thing that was really special to me that i've lost. i listened to that soundtrack so much. used to go hiking into the wilderness around my house with my cd player in my backpack playing this soundtrack because that game is fucking magical and important. so. yeah.
and THEN my roommates wanted to go out and get food bc the kitchen's being cleaned, so i may have spent $10 more on sushi. >_>' gdi Ollie. but god it was good. good sushi. so that's how we learned that there's a totally acceptable sushi restaurant 5 minutes from the house, technically i could walk there, omfg.
so yeah. that was pretty much today. and now it's the beginning of the work week so... gonna hook up the n64 and play me some pokemon puzzle league, actually on my system and not on a ROM, for the first time in like 15 years. [because my original copy of the game, the cartridge rattled for whatever reason??? played fine, just had... idk something loose in it. and one day i guess my sister got curious and, although she wasn't the type to do this kinda thing, took the cartridge apart. and so it broke. sad face! BUT NOW I HAVE IT AGAIN THE POWER OF ADULTHOOD.]
ugh god i miss her like crazy already. heard nothing but good news about the house hunting that's going on tho so. i'm excited about that. i want to come see her in their own place and not have to worry about her family judging her because of me. [or worry about them being around when we're alone :#3c]
[remember in like 2012 when bb went camping for his birthday and you couldn't talk to him for three days and had like massive panic attacks every day and did nothing but sit and wait for the day he'd come home???? how far we've come...]
in other news i have continued to not be the best with money -_- i'm still out of the danger zone, but just... ehh. i should be a lot more conservative. but friggin save point got in a copy of pokemon puzzle league, one of the only games lost from my original n64 collection. and i wanted it and it was just $10 so hell yeah. but then... they also had the Majora's Mask soundtrack. the original one. [although mine was the paper one you got for subscribing to nintendo power, and this one is the one you got from Club Nintendo way back in 2000, so although it's not the same it's even more special omg] which was another thing that was really special to me that i've lost. i listened to that soundtrack so much. used to go hiking into the wilderness around my house with my cd player in my backpack playing this soundtrack because that game is fucking magical and important. so. yeah.
and THEN my roommates wanted to go out and get food bc the kitchen's being cleaned, so i may have spent $10 more on sushi. >_>' gdi Ollie. but god it was good. good sushi. so that's how we learned that there's a totally acceptable sushi restaurant 5 minutes from the house, technically i could walk there, omfg.
so yeah. that was pretty much today. and now it's the beginning of the work week so... gonna hook up the n64 and play me some pokemon puzzle league, actually on my system and not on a ROM, for the first time in like 15 years. [because my original copy of the game, the cartridge rattled for whatever reason??? played fine, just had... idk something loose in it. and one day i guess my sister got curious and, although she wasn't the type to do this kinda thing, took the cartridge apart. and so it broke. sad face! BUT NOW I HAVE IT AGAIN THE POWER OF ADULTHOOD.]
ugh god i miss her like crazy already. heard nothing but good news about the house hunting that's going on tho so. i'm excited about that. i want to come see her in their own place and not have to worry about her family judging her because of me. [or worry about them being around when we're alone :#3c]
