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Feb. 17th, 2015 12:57 amthinkin about spiritual stuff tonight.
first of all: ignited my sealing wax stick and oh my GOD. i was unprepared for the thick glorious texture of real sealing wax. it's not thin and greasy and brittle like even good candles are, nope. this shit flows like immaculate congealed blood and i'm in love. and when dried it's flexible holy shit. i put a drop on my skin in what was an attempt to put enough on my skin to create a wax seal there buuuut chickened out after one drop, because as it turns out sealing-wax is MUCH HOTTER than candle wax. woop. but i still wanna do that. just with candle wax instead. besides this shit's too expensive to waste on weird sensation play :p also bb saw me like [non sexually] jizzing over how fucking good that wax looks and smells and feels and just said "you're a beautiful weirdo" lololol thank u. and now i have a tiny bead drop burn on my arm but i regret nothing because it looked like A GORGEOUS BEAD OF PEARLESCENT BLOOD COMING FROM MY ARM UGH GORGEOUS. so kink. so fucking kink and not even in a sexual manner at all just ENORMOUSLY PLEASING to my senses of sight and touch. augh. so good. gonna make my own wax seal stamps eventually with my own sigils and runes and stuff.
also speaking of runes. want to get a lot more into Futhark runes. need a set of bone runes ASAP. if i had a dremel i'd make my own right now with knucklebones but i don't so :v anyway there's a rune in particular, Thurisaz, that has always called to me, but lately the call has become very loud. probably obvious because it literally translates to Thorn. but when i look into it the resonance gets a lot louder. a lot of people fear or dislike this rune because of its negative associations. people liken it to The Devil tarot card. other translations include 'monster', 'wildfire', 'demon' etc. also associated with chaos and therefore sometimes, Loki. which... heh. and it's often associated with Mjolnir, which is a thing Hiccup wants us to have for him to wear eventually. so. ye.
also everything people are saying about the way Thurisaz forces you to deal with your problems... so So SOOOO fucking Order of the Thorn it blows my mind. another reason this rune calls to me. it's a symbol of CHANGE. something i've dealt with so much the last few years and i'm sure that won't stop anytime soon.
a LOT of sources like to sugar-coat the less well liked and/or 'dangerous' symbols, stones, colors sigils etc by saying they're for "protection". but in this case it actually makes lots of sense, being Thorn of course.
some info from various sources on Thurisaz:
( thorn )
first of all: ignited my sealing wax stick and oh my GOD. i was unprepared for the thick glorious texture of real sealing wax. it's not thin and greasy and brittle like even good candles are, nope. this shit flows like immaculate congealed blood and i'm in love. and when dried it's flexible holy shit. i put a drop on my skin in what was an attempt to put enough on my skin to create a wax seal there buuuut chickened out after one drop, because as it turns out sealing-wax is MUCH HOTTER than candle wax. woop. but i still wanna do that. just with candle wax instead. besides this shit's too expensive to waste on weird sensation play :p also bb saw me like [non sexually] jizzing over how fucking good that wax looks and smells and feels and just said "you're a beautiful weirdo" lololol thank u. and now i have a tiny bead drop burn on my arm but i regret nothing because it looked like A GORGEOUS BEAD OF PEARLESCENT BLOOD COMING FROM MY ARM UGH GORGEOUS. so kink. so fucking kink and not even in a sexual manner at all just ENORMOUSLY PLEASING to my senses of sight and touch. augh. so good. gonna make my own wax seal stamps eventually with my own sigils and runes and stuff.
also speaking of runes. want to get a lot more into Futhark runes. need a set of bone runes ASAP. if i had a dremel i'd make my own right now with knucklebones but i don't so :v anyway there's a rune in particular, Thurisaz, that has always called to me, but lately the call has become very loud. probably obvious because it literally translates to Thorn. but when i look into it the resonance gets a lot louder. a lot of people fear or dislike this rune because of its negative associations. people liken it to The Devil tarot card. other translations include 'monster', 'wildfire', 'demon' etc. also associated with chaos and therefore sometimes, Loki. which... heh. and it's often associated with Mjolnir, which is a thing Hiccup wants us to have for him to wear eventually. so. ye.
also everything people are saying about the way Thurisaz forces you to deal with your problems... so So SOOOO fucking Order of the Thorn it blows my mind. another reason this rune calls to me. it's a symbol of CHANGE. something i've dealt with so much the last few years and i'm sure that won't stop anytime soon.
a LOT of sources like to sugar-coat the less well liked and/or 'dangerous' symbols, stones, colors sigils etc by saying they're for "protection". but in this case it actually makes lots of sense, being Thorn of course.
some info from various sources on Thurisaz:
( thorn )
