T. B. A. S.

jus wanna update real quick before work because work tonight is gonna SUCKKKKKKK so i had myself a good day

went up to Huntersville to that glorious corner up there. visited Laughingbrook, which is always such a good time. mainly hunting stuff to wire-wrap and that is what I got: amethyst point, moss agate for Trolley, howlite for me, a boar tusk, 5 shiny steel nails [might wear one of those with the tusk together tonight ngl], a badger claw, a tiny songbird's foot [which the shop owner called a chick foot??]... and non wrappable things including a [US legal from the UK] crow foot and feather, and some tiny purple candles for Papa. so. yeh. OH and i got for free, A THISTLE omg. yas. so pointy and sharp and sooooo purple i thought it must have been painted but it wasn't!!
after that went to the retro game store next door [i told you this corner is gold] and picked up a legit SNES controller [bc all we have right now are the cheapo ones that came with the c2 system], and a Super Game Boy. hopefully it will work with the clone console, i don't see why it wouldn't but. still. good.
then after THAT, bb took me to Lupie's, the restaurant next to these two stores and god DAMN. it lived up to its name. holy jesus. i dont' even really feel like going into detail but i had the best salmon there and oh god. just. what a great restaurant and worth every penny. we tipped well too.

gonna go up to work armed to the teeth with spoons and spirit. best i can. i'm not feeling work at all the past few weeks, i really miss when Hiccup was around more to help out. Trolley never lets me believe that he's leaving me, though. never. been having a lot of heart to hearts with her lately especially last night. [her nickname is now Garden Mom btw.] long story short, A- she might be fronting more in the near future and B- we're gonna be training to help me be able to completely let go of the front and go inside entirely. which is really hard to imagine rn but again, she constantly tells me it's possible. so.

idk i guess i'll dick around for a while but i just wanna sit at home ;_; at least this is my thursday and tomorrow is the last day between me and the weekend???


oh and my tarot draw today was #9: "What is my relationship with authority?"
draw: the Knight of Wands. which... i have absolutely no explanation for this one, it's all about excitement and adventure and... no??? my relatonship with authority is mostly mistrust and fear and tension lol. mostly. but certainly not adventure. unfortunately.