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thebrokenarrowsLOL well i failed at my mission of not spending any money until i get paid tomorrow night. but only because there wasn't a damn thing to eat in the house. >_> groceries will happen soon. this paycheck is gonna go quickly lmao. but yeah apparently i feel like eating... sushi with mountain dew :VVVV hey at least mt dew goes down better with sushi than Cheerwine LOL
So yeah like!!! I'm kinda thinking that the August trip might turn out to be more of a MAY trip omg. Meaning my birthday. Gift to myself. I'm gonna keep saving as much as I can though just in case bb doesn't get a better paying job by then, so that I might actually be able to take two entire weeks off work and still be able to pay rent LOL. hmmm you know since they will want me to ask off a month in advance, if i want this to happen in like mid to late may then I'll need to be sure of that within a few weeks, like by mid april! so i guess i'll work on smoothing out all the kinks and see how it goes. i don't want to be sure about it until i can buy the ticket, but... ya know. no sense putting the cart before the horse just yet. I'M JUST REALLY EXCITED THAT'S ALL AFJSDGJSG
so most of today was CLEANING~ and organizing. i defeated one more box so we're down to ONE box that won't fit in the closet. and like... the four boxes and two trash bags that are in the closet and the various items that are living in my car currently.. uhhh yeah lol. we have a bit of a storage issue in this tiny room. :x doing my best to downsize. i really am trying. BUT THE POINT IS 1] the vacuum that i got for christmas and had never used until today.... WORKS YAY! it's cheap but light and works just fine. and 2] my room is now the cleanest it has been EVER!! since we moved in, three weeks ago as of tomorrow. THE FLOOR IS CLEAR OF JUNK AND SHIT and it's amazing. only a little bit of junk on the bed.
the litterbox is clean, the birdcages are clean and they have fresh food and water!!! and it all smells rly good!! and i moved my pokemon stuff [and giant Toothless and soon the other Toothless-es when i find them] over on top of the gaming cabinet because lbr, that makes more sense, and so swapped the altar space over to the dresser and it IMMEDIATELY resonated better and actually felt like a sacred space. ya. very good. the other space just didn't work, idk. not the right place or lighting or vibe or something. but that one works. so i opened the space by ringing my deer antler bells, lit a candle and burned my FIRST INCENSE IN FUCKING YEARS because my family wouldn't ever let me and it was so nice. soooo nice.
did all that while watching HTTYD2 for like... the... fucking sixth time in three months LOL??? god i'm trash. mega trash. but hey it's on netflix and i wanted to have that experience ok.
and now in an hour i'm going to work and man it's sure nice to not feel MEGA DREAD for work anymore these days. and my roommates just got home after being gone the whole day yooo.
holy shit i thought i just lost that entire entry LOL. thank god the draft function actually worked this time.
ONLY PROBLEM WITH LIFE LATELY is i'm having issues connecting to headspace the past few days. but it's ok. it'll resolve itself. i probably need to do some meditating too.
idk i guess that's all i had to say. just cleaned up my room 2day that's about it. so glad to have Bird back in my daily life ugh you guys i might be kinda head over heels for this girl halp @_@
So yeah like!!! I'm kinda thinking that the August trip might turn out to be more of a MAY trip omg. Meaning my birthday. Gift to myself. I'm gonna keep saving as much as I can though just in case bb doesn't get a better paying job by then, so that I might actually be able to take two entire weeks off work and still be able to pay rent LOL. hmmm you know since they will want me to ask off a month in advance, if i want this to happen in like mid to late may then I'll need to be sure of that within a few weeks, like by mid april! so i guess i'll work on smoothing out all the kinks and see how it goes. i don't want to be sure about it until i can buy the ticket, but... ya know. no sense putting the cart before the horse just yet. I'M JUST REALLY EXCITED THAT'S ALL AFJSDGJSG
so most of today was CLEANING~ and organizing. i defeated one more box so we're down to ONE box that won't fit in the closet. and like... the four boxes and two trash bags that are in the closet and the various items that are living in my car currently.. uhhh yeah lol. we have a bit of a storage issue in this tiny room. :x doing my best to downsize. i really am trying. BUT THE POINT IS 1] the vacuum that i got for christmas and had never used until today.... WORKS YAY! it's cheap but light and works just fine. and 2] my room is now the cleanest it has been EVER!! since we moved in, three weeks ago as of tomorrow. THE FLOOR IS CLEAR OF JUNK AND SHIT and it's amazing. only a little bit of junk on the bed.
the litterbox is clean, the birdcages are clean and they have fresh food and water!!! and it all smells rly good!! and i moved my pokemon stuff [and giant Toothless and soon the other Toothless-es when i find them] over on top of the gaming cabinet because lbr, that makes more sense, and so swapped the altar space over to the dresser and it IMMEDIATELY resonated better and actually felt like a sacred space. ya. very good. the other space just didn't work, idk. not the right place or lighting or vibe or something. but that one works. so i opened the space by ringing my deer antler bells, lit a candle and burned my FIRST INCENSE IN FUCKING YEARS because my family wouldn't ever let me and it was so nice. soooo nice.
did all that while watching HTTYD2 for like... the... fucking sixth time in three months LOL??? god i'm trash. mega trash. but hey it's on netflix and i wanted to have that experience ok.
and now in an hour i'm going to work and man it's sure nice to not feel MEGA DREAD for work anymore these days. and my roommates just got home after being gone the whole day yooo.
holy shit i thought i just lost that entire entry LOL. thank god the draft function actually worked this time.
ONLY PROBLEM WITH LIFE LATELY is i'm having issues connecting to headspace the past few days. but it's ok. it'll resolve itself. i probably need to do some meditating too.
idk i guess that's all i had to say. just cleaned up my room 2day that's about it. so glad to have Bird back in my daily life ugh you guys i might be kinda head over heels for this girl halp @_@
