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thebrokenarrowseverything kinda feels like tenterhooks right now. waiting rather too anxiously for my friend to come back from camping. waiting until tomorrow for my day off when we go up to see about the hopeful new place. we're into february now, the days are ticking down until the 15th. i'm getting more anxious every day.
the weather is less cold than usual, but the wind is so crazy today. trees blowing all over the place, dead leaves everywhere.
bb's job is giving him all of like 6 hours this week, if that. ugh. i've been there. you're employed but basically jobless. i really hope he finds something better soon. he deserves better honestly. that kinda shit can make you feel bad about yourself. he had an interview today and another tomorrow, so no one can say he's not trying. because he's trying very hard. my bb.
gonna try to sit still and do some art. it's tough because my nerves are taut and i wish i could just go out there and solve all of my problems in one fell swoop and be done. but it doesn't work that way.
the weather is less cold than usual, but the wind is so crazy today. trees blowing all over the place, dead leaves everywhere.
bb's job is giving him all of like 6 hours this week, if that. ugh. i've been there. you're employed but basically jobless. i really hope he finds something better soon. he deserves better honestly. that kinda shit can make you feel bad about yourself. he had an interview today and another tomorrow, so no one can say he's not trying. because he's trying very hard. my bb.
gonna try to sit still and do some art. it's tough because my nerves are taut and i wish i could just go out there and solve all of my problems in one fell swoop and be done. but it doesn't work that way.
