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Nov. 26th, 2014 06:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thebrokenarrowsgot about an hour left before work. i work SUPER EARLY and super long today, it sucks. but i'm going to try not to complain because after this i have both thanksgiving AND black friday off oh my god the blessings rain down upon me. so yeah, i'll totally do nine and a half [let's be real, probably a full ten] hours for that. also i'm hearing to expect a busy night, because people are starting to do thanksgiving travelling. bleh. big car-loads full of people all ordering food at the same time. but AGAIN: TWO OF THE WORST NIGHTS OF THE YEAR CONSECUTIVELY I HAVE THEM BOTH OFF WHAT ARE THE ODDS.
frank talk starts here
my period's late, just by like a day or two going by my phone calendar. i haven't even felt the remotest boob tenderness/pain this time, like i have every month for almost 3 years. i'm not pleased - a childfree person is never pleased to see their period being irregular - but i'm not worried about it. maybe if it doesn't show up for another week or even two, then yeah, i'll start being concerned, but right now it's fine, well within the period of normal fluctuation. also i feel a bit of an odd sensation in the pants, like things are "flowing" even though there's no blood being passed. that is a sign to me that things are fine, just running a bit behind schedule. so thus far i'm not going to let myself worry.
ALSO for the first time in a while, an abortion is totally financially feasible for us even though it will really bite a huge chunk out of our savings. [bb and i would split the bill, i'm sure <3] so while it would suck, i would just get it done and that would be that. although my goal is to never GET preggo in the first place; my understanding is that even getting pregnant for any length of time causes undesired effects on the body and brain. ick. my phobia realized. >_<
frank talk is now over, u can breathe~
my tentative thanksgiving plans! ever since bb and i got together i've kinda had to finagle two families worth of thanksgivings and xmas-es every year. which is usually awesome, don't get me wrong. once bb's family chilled out about me [for a while they thought i wasn't "classy enough" for him?? lol?? we both went to the same podunk country high school together and we're both incredibly poor, calm down] they have been pretty fun to hang out with. and i can NOT complain about getting two thanksgiving meals, usually one on thursday and one on friday. and yes, that is indeed the plan this year. tomorrow i get to wake up and immediately go to bb's mom's house~! what is it with people and having thanksgiving 'dinner' at lunchtime?
soooo yup! i'm gonna go eat now before work. not much else to say. happy thanksgiving to everyone! even if you don't have a very good relationship with your biological family, even if you don't have any friends or pets or ANYONE... go to golden corral if there's one near you. i did that in 2011 for thanksgiving, all alone. and it was actually a pretty good time. :>
frank talk starts here
my period's late, just by like a day or two going by my phone calendar. i haven't even felt the remotest boob tenderness/pain this time, like i have every month for almost 3 years. i'm not pleased - a childfree person is never pleased to see their period being irregular - but i'm not worried about it. maybe if it doesn't show up for another week or even two, then yeah, i'll start being concerned, but right now it's fine, well within the period of normal fluctuation. also i feel a bit of an odd sensation in the pants, like things are "flowing" even though there's no blood being passed. that is a sign to me that things are fine, just running a bit behind schedule. so thus far i'm not going to let myself worry.
ALSO for the first time in a while, an abortion is totally financially feasible for us even though it will really bite a huge chunk out of our savings. [bb and i would split the bill, i'm sure <3] so while it would suck, i would just get it done and that would be that. although my goal is to never GET preggo in the first place; my understanding is that even getting pregnant for any length of time causes undesired effects on the body and brain. ick. my phobia realized. >_<
frank talk is now over, u can breathe~
my tentative thanksgiving plans! ever since bb and i got together i've kinda had to finagle two families worth of thanksgivings and xmas-es every year. which is usually awesome, don't get me wrong. once bb's family chilled out about me [for a while they thought i wasn't "classy enough" for him?? lol?? we both went to the same podunk country high school together and we're both incredibly poor, calm down] they have been pretty fun to hang out with. and i can NOT complain about getting two thanksgiving meals, usually one on thursday and one on friday. and yes, that is indeed the plan this year. tomorrow i get to wake up and immediately go to bb's mom's house~! what is it with people and having thanksgiving 'dinner' at lunchtime?
soooo yup! i'm gonna go eat now before work. not much else to say. happy thanksgiving to everyone! even if you don't have a very good relationship with your biological family, even if you don't have any friends or pets or ANYONE... go to golden corral if there's one near you. i did that in 2011 for thanksgiving, all alone. and it was actually a pretty good time. :>
