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thebrokenarrowssleeeeeepy. didn't get quite enough sleep last night and by the time it caught up with me it was too late for naps.
been alone most of the evening, bb went up to Greensboro to hang out with his friends. better tonight than any later, because it's supposed to start snowing or freezing rain or something tomorrow evening. which means i get to drive in it at least one night, blugh. did i mention i hate driving in snow or ice?? at least they seem to be better prepared this year than last year.
IM SO SILLY im crushing on everyone who is important to me ahhh god my life. my life. it's a good problem to have tho. feels good, my social life is not stagnant, for once i'm interacting with people on a daily basis both inside and out and that feels rly good.
eehhh idk, i wanted to say stuff but now can't really remember. haven't done shit today LOL just dicked around. made pizza rolls and we watched some HTTYD tv show stuff. hiccup does remember the events of gift of the night fury but so far little to nothing of any of the tv show we've seen thus far. i'm not all that interested in watching every bit of the tv show, but it's entertaining enough i guess. none of it seems to give our Hiccup any recognition, so. shrugs.
i'm still consistently dragon shape and it's nice. like EVEN THE SAME SHAPE DRAGON. crazy. sometimes my scales look a lot more brass than copper but hey i can't complain. brass is also v important and it's a copper alloy, so, yeah.
still in love with Shearwater and their music. still baffled at the amount of vast headworld importance in their songs. last night the song Lost Boys wouldn't leave my head.
My blistered feet turn bloody,
and so I take to the air -
I am everywhere -
I am starlight
I am moonlight
Over burning fields and bodies
I stay close to the ground
Slipping miles from the arches and arc-lights
Into the warm night
... Winged children all
Will fly over the mountain wall
To the lid of the sky,
Slice its belly full wide
With their warm knives!
Not the pinpricks of starlight
But to bathe in the bright blood
of the world,
of the world above!
such a fucking Dragon song. but almost... harsh, mad, violent, in a way that Dragon shape isn't for me the vast majority of the time. makes me think of a dark, ruthless Dragon king with an army or huge family at his command. almost reminds me of Smaug, or of Bird's dragon shape in its cruel sound. but... no. i know who it is, and it rocked me when i realized: it's Gabe. that's fucking Gabe, the gold. i need to talk a lot more about him. maybe i can even find him out there and meet him on friendly terms. which won't be easy, he's not the most... nice person. dragon. thing. eyes Hiccup worriedly.
eh. time to get dressed and go. not feeling it tonight honestly. but at least i get off early tonight and can go home. it's just so fucking cold...
been alone most of the evening, bb went up to Greensboro to hang out with his friends. better tonight than any later, because it's supposed to start snowing or freezing rain or something tomorrow evening. which means i get to drive in it at least one night, blugh. did i mention i hate driving in snow or ice?? at least they seem to be better prepared this year than last year.
IM SO SILLY im crushing on everyone who is important to me ahhh god my life. my life. it's a good problem to have tho. feels good, my social life is not stagnant, for once i'm interacting with people on a daily basis both inside and out and that feels rly good.
eehhh idk, i wanted to say stuff but now can't really remember. haven't done shit today LOL just dicked around. made pizza rolls and we watched some HTTYD tv show stuff. hiccup does remember the events of gift of the night fury but so far little to nothing of any of the tv show we've seen thus far. i'm not all that interested in watching every bit of the tv show, but it's entertaining enough i guess. none of it seems to give our Hiccup any recognition, so. shrugs.
i'm still consistently dragon shape and it's nice. like EVEN THE SAME SHAPE DRAGON. crazy. sometimes my scales look a lot more brass than copper but hey i can't complain. brass is also v important and it's a copper alloy, so, yeah.
still in love with Shearwater and their music. still baffled at the amount of vast headworld importance in their songs. last night the song Lost Boys wouldn't leave my head.
My blistered feet turn bloody,
and so I take to the air -
I am everywhere -
I am starlight
I am moonlight
Over burning fields and bodies
I stay close to the ground
Slipping miles from the arches and arc-lights
Into the warm night
... Winged children all
Will fly over the mountain wall
To the lid of the sky,
Slice its belly full wide
With their warm knives!
Not the pinpricks of starlight
But to bathe in the bright blood
of the world,
of the world above!
such a fucking Dragon song. but almost... harsh, mad, violent, in a way that Dragon shape isn't for me the vast majority of the time. makes me think of a dark, ruthless Dragon king with an army or huge family at his command. almost reminds me of Smaug, or of Bird's dragon shape in its cruel sound. but... no. i know who it is, and it rocked me when i realized: it's Gabe. that's fucking Gabe, the gold. i need to talk a lot more about him. maybe i can even find him out there and meet him on friendly terms. which won't be easy, he's not the most... nice person. dragon. thing. eyes Hiccup worriedly.
eh. time to get dressed and go. not feeling it tonight honestly. but at least i get off early tonight and can go home. it's just so fucking cold...
