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REAL QUICK UPDATE BEFORE WORK
not a lot happened today! these days goin by entirely too quickly sigh. it was Bird's birthday and HER TAROT DECK SHOWED UP YESTERDAY yesss. that was really good timing i love it. AND SHE LOVES IT ALSO. im so glad ugh. i knew when i saw it that it was perfect for her and looks like my senses were accurate.
idk i'm kinda just wandering through life lately?? being kinda sleep deprived and distracted?? idk man. i'm not depressed but not quite feeling tip-top either. a little restless. that familiar wasting my time feeling is creeping back into my head and as usual i'm not sure what to do with it. but it's alright. i'll sort it out. no worries.
gotta go to work and so TIRED OF DOING WORK LOL. feeling kinda burnt out on working because of the disrupted schedule i think. headspace also rather quiet with the notable exception of Trolley. i hear them more at work than i do at home these days, it's kinda weird but also very helpful while there.
idk my life these days consists of talking to people that i love, thinking about them rather feverishly in the wee hours while at work, and during the day sitting in my apartment not sure what to do with myself and at night going to a job that i don't love but also don't really hate either. things could be a WHOLE lot worse tbh
oh and i downloaded a shitton of steven universe music. ehhehehe. i'm gem trash and that's a fact
maybe i'll sleep in tomorrow or something, idk. oh also i did some Goode Arts with Bird and we shared pics of our drawings and it was good. i can't complain about my days if they're spent even partially talking to her. srsly
IDK life is simultaneously boring and exciting these days lol. gonna get ready and go now bye
not a lot happened today! these days goin by entirely too quickly sigh. it was Bird's birthday and HER TAROT DECK SHOWED UP YESTERDAY yesss. that was really good timing i love it. AND SHE LOVES IT ALSO. im so glad ugh. i knew when i saw it that it was perfect for her and looks like my senses were accurate.
idk i'm kinda just wandering through life lately?? being kinda sleep deprived and distracted?? idk man. i'm not depressed but not quite feeling tip-top either. a little restless. that familiar wasting my time feeling is creeping back into my head and as usual i'm not sure what to do with it. but it's alright. i'll sort it out. no worries.
gotta go to work and so TIRED OF DOING WORK LOL. feeling kinda burnt out on working because of the disrupted schedule i think. headspace also rather quiet with the notable exception of Trolley. i hear them more at work than i do at home these days, it's kinda weird but also very helpful while there.
idk my life these days consists of talking to people that i love, thinking about them rather feverishly in the wee hours while at work, and during the day sitting in my apartment not sure what to do with myself and at night going to a job that i don't love but also don't really hate either. things could be a WHOLE lot worse tbh
oh and i downloaded a shitton of steven universe music. ehhehehe. i'm gem trash and that's a fact
maybe i'll sleep in tomorrow or something, idk. oh also i did some Goode Arts with Bird and we shared pics of our drawings and it was good. i can't complain about my days if they're spent even partially talking to her. srsly
IDK life is simultaneously boring and exciting these days lol. gonna get ready and go now bye
