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another day 021115
Feb. 11th, 2015 08:45 pmjust had a shower and feels good man.
been a very chill day. now that we have the lease signed [i have the parking pass for my car in my wallet!! guess I'd better stick it on there soon :D] there's SO much less stress. less tension in the home, they know we're getting the fuck out of their hair now for sure, so they're waiting much more patiently.
Hiccup's by my side as usual. last night i had him watch Avatar [James Cameron's, not airbender], and he liked it even more than I expected. i hadn't seen it in years so I kinda forgot about the disabled protagonist thing, hah. he dug that. [he's really strongly compassionate about disabled folks, which I guess makes sense although he doesn't see himself as 'disabled' AT ALL but i mean. 1.5 legs. so lol] and i also forgot about the Thanator and its weirdly strong resemblance to a giant, satanic night fury. [like it even has the 4-6 erectile ear plates on the head???] so yeah he was really into that. and oh my god the ikran. last night was the first time I ever saw tears in his eyes. the first flight scene got him, when he realized that the bond between na'vi and ikran was physical and what that meant... the idea of physically feeling the wind in his wings really struck home. i could take him on a rollercoaster, ride on a horse at full speed, even fly in a little open-cockpit plane again... i can't give him that feeling. wish i could.
we MEANT to stay up really late and watch his source material a little later on, but i made the mac and cheese and then just fell asleep LOL. so we watched it today instead. i still can't believe how good that fucking movie is, like what the hell. it's a sequel, a DREAMWORKS sequel, and it's that good?! they'll never be able to make shit sequels again now that they've proven they know better lolol. also i noticed that the DVD case says trilogy, so i assume the next movie whenever it comes out, maybe 2019?? will be the last one. i hope so. i'm ready for just one more.
so i'm kinda thinking of... growing my hair out a little bit. hah! after shaving it so closely for seven years! i won't deny that there's no influence from certain nerds going on :v not that i could ever get that glorious animated artful tousle going on in real life. but also i think maybe it'll let me pass as male more easily. nothing long, just maybe have a mop of hair to ruffle instead of always shaved. i dunno, it may not last at all, i get so frustrated when it grows out past a certain length lol. maybe if i really really keep on top of washing it it will be less annoying. we'll just see what happens.
Need to do my taxes here soon so the refund comes in by moving time! I'm doing pretty well on money all things considering, but once all's said and done I'll probably be pretty broke again haha -_- but still! I have the funds to get done what needs done, I think! hopefully! :B gonna get stuff done on my car, gonna get a couple things from ikea probably, get some supplies for Murphy... yup.
the other night at work a car pulled into the drive thru window, and the passenger had one freshly bandaged leg propped up on the dash. and there was, quite clearly, no foot on the end of that leg. and i felt Hiccup take a little breath and heard a soft noise beside me. there was a silent, sort of sad but sort of amused "welcome to the club" in the guy's general direction.
kinda toying with the idea of binding for work tonight. it might work. we'll see. wednesdays are always a bit of a wild card, could be busy or could be slow, idk. Hiccup will be with me to prevent panic attacks that often happen when i bind and the damn thing starts riding up on me [because once it starts it doesn't stop and the pressure from the rolling up has kind of a bucking bronco effect on me and makes me freak out somewhat].
yup. what else. they're doing work on what used to be my room. the vibe of it being mine really is almost gone, with the floor ripped out and the walls almost all painted that gross peach color instead of my handsome grey and blue... sigh. at least the blinds i bought and the ceiling will be the same.
oh yeah! i guess i officially inherited the Wii now. and then promptly fucked it up. -^- went out looking for it to put the covers on the wiimotes and found out they'd gone ahead and detached it and put it up somewhere, so i took it and ended up putting it in my room for cleaning, and then decided why not just set it up. and i found out that shit can play Gamecube games so i set it up and started playing Wind Waker, but mom knocked on the door and in getting up I tugged the damn thing off the table by the controller cord, and it fell in the floor. the console is fine thank god, but the panel that covers the controller ports broke. :/ maybe they have replacements at save point. i MIGHT be able to glue the little pieces of the panel back on, but... no promises. it's just cosmetic but it makes me sad. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS it works fine and is backwards compatible which i didn't even know, and i have gotten it cleaned up of all the gross film that it was coated in from my brother's grubby hands all over it, haha. and i got the new squishy cases and batteries for the remotes, so.
so now it's time for Hiccup and me to head to work. i love working that Wednesday between three days off, it's always a breeze and tonight should be even easier than usual. and then TOMORROW.... is the last day before Majora's Mask. oh myyy god. i'm gonna poop.
been a very chill day. now that we have the lease signed [i have the parking pass for my car in my wallet!! guess I'd better stick it on there soon :D] there's SO much less stress. less tension in the home, they know we're getting the fuck out of their hair now for sure, so they're waiting much more patiently.
Hiccup's by my side as usual. last night i had him watch Avatar [James Cameron's, not airbender], and he liked it even more than I expected. i hadn't seen it in years so I kinda forgot about the disabled protagonist thing, hah. he dug that. [he's really strongly compassionate about disabled folks, which I guess makes sense although he doesn't see himself as 'disabled' AT ALL but i mean. 1.5 legs. so lol] and i also forgot about the Thanator and its weirdly strong resemblance to a giant, satanic night fury. [like it even has the 4-6 erectile ear plates on the head???] so yeah he was really into that. and oh my god the ikran. last night was the first time I ever saw tears in his eyes. the first flight scene got him, when he realized that the bond between na'vi and ikran was physical and what that meant... the idea of physically feeling the wind in his wings really struck home. i could take him on a rollercoaster, ride on a horse at full speed, even fly in a little open-cockpit plane again... i can't give him that feeling. wish i could.
we MEANT to stay up really late and watch his source material a little later on, but i made the mac and cheese and then just fell asleep LOL. so we watched it today instead. i still can't believe how good that fucking movie is, like what the hell. it's a sequel, a DREAMWORKS sequel, and it's that good?! they'll never be able to make shit sequels again now that they've proven they know better lolol. also i noticed that the DVD case says trilogy, so i assume the next movie whenever it comes out, maybe 2019?? will be the last one. i hope so. i'm ready for just one more.
so i'm kinda thinking of... growing my hair out a little bit. hah! after shaving it so closely for seven years! i won't deny that there's no influence from certain nerds going on :v not that i could ever get that glorious animated artful tousle going on in real life. but also i think maybe it'll let me pass as male more easily. nothing long, just maybe have a mop of hair to ruffle instead of always shaved. i dunno, it may not last at all, i get so frustrated when it grows out past a certain length lol. maybe if i really really keep on top of washing it it will be less annoying. we'll just see what happens.
Need to do my taxes here soon so the refund comes in by moving time! I'm doing pretty well on money all things considering, but once all's said and done I'll probably be pretty broke again haha -_- but still! I have the funds to get done what needs done, I think! hopefully! :B gonna get stuff done on my car, gonna get a couple things from ikea probably, get some supplies for Murphy... yup.
the other night at work a car pulled into the drive thru window, and the passenger had one freshly bandaged leg propped up on the dash. and there was, quite clearly, no foot on the end of that leg. and i felt Hiccup take a little breath and heard a soft noise beside me. there was a silent, sort of sad but sort of amused "welcome to the club" in the guy's general direction.
kinda toying with the idea of binding for work tonight. it might work. we'll see. wednesdays are always a bit of a wild card, could be busy or could be slow, idk. Hiccup will be with me to prevent panic attacks that often happen when i bind and the damn thing starts riding up on me [because once it starts it doesn't stop and the pressure from the rolling up has kind of a bucking bronco effect on me and makes me freak out somewhat].
yup. what else. they're doing work on what used to be my room. the vibe of it being mine really is almost gone, with the floor ripped out and the walls almost all painted that gross peach color instead of my handsome grey and blue... sigh. at least the blinds i bought and the ceiling will be the same.
oh yeah! i guess i officially inherited the Wii now. and then promptly fucked it up. -^- went out looking for it to put the covers on the wiimotes and found out they'd gone ahead and detached it and put it up somewhere, so i took it and ended up putting it in my room for cleaning, and then decided why not just set it up. and i found out that shit can play Gamecube games so i set it up and started playing Wind Waker, but mom knocked on the door and in getting up I tugged the damn thing off the table by the controller cord, and it fell in the floor. the console is fine thank god, but the panel that covers the controller ports broke. :/ maybe they have replacements at save point. i MIGHT be able to glue the little pieces of the panel back on, but... no promises. it's just cosmetic but it makes me sad. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS it works fine and is backwards compatible which i didn't even know, and i have gotten it cleaned up of all the gross film that it was coated in from my brother's grubby hands all over it, haha. and i got the new squishy cases and batteries for the remotes, so.
so now it's time for Hiccup and me to head to work. i love working that Wednesday between three days off, it's always a breeze and tonight should be even easier than usual. and then TOMORROW.... is the last day before Majora's Mask. oh myyy god. i'm gonna poop.
