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Oct. 29th, 2014 05:55 pm
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ooookay... so although i distinctly remember saving this entry before i restarted, it's nowhere to be found now. i don't think i saved it in the wrong folder, either. oh well. restating:

change is coming, and it's coming by my own hand.

i need to go back to school. in order to do this, i must work days. in order to do this, i must switch jobs [working days at my current job is not an option].

SO. the job search now begins. i've got my notebook open, got four or five applications lined up for today. let's do this shit.

on a journaling note, i am more convinced that i am/was sick and am now getting over it. woke up with a much clearer head, but in that "i just got over being sick" kind of way. i think it must have been some kind of virus, because i just felt stressed/tired/possibly malnourished, rather than actually sick.

-- okay. got 3 applications done, i think i'm good for today. i'll do the other two tomorrow. arty is yelling nonstop so he's going in his cage.

AND WORK STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME WORK THURSDAY NIGHT I KNOW THE PANTHERS HAVE A HOME GAME I RLY DONT WANNA WORK I'VE BEEN THE ONE DOING ALL THE BUSY CRAZY NIGHTS FOR WEEKS STAHHHPPP. ugh it's stressing me out. i'm gonna say no. noooo. i can always say no for any reason. but i need to at least act like i have an actual reason. or else... what? i'll look bad for the manager who already doesn't give a shit about me, lol? what will she possibly do? she's about to not be in charge of my schedule anymore anyway... ehh. don't remind me. i've had quite enough of schedule woes. basically get ready for me to quite possibly work day shift because they're bringing on someone new to do the schedule who doesn't know that although my availability is open [BECAUSE THEY REFUSE TO LET ME CLOSE IT AGAIN], i work nights, period.


bb is off to work, we made veggie fajitas, it's time to eat and reconnect with the spiritual and mental worlds that are so important to my well-being. i've been stressed for the past week-ish; i've been disconnected for the past week-ish; HMM WHAT A COINCIDENCE
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