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Jan. 18th, 2015 02:58 pmso apparently it's Fictive Weekend here at Casa Broken Arrows. aka Hiccup and Hiro are both loud and constantly around right now. which is normal for Hiro, he only just became lucid. but Hiccup is just NOT LEAVING lol. not only is he hanging around Hiro a bunch but he's near the front/blending/fronting a lot. it's weird, but nice. i missed him being around so much.
also, he's a huge fucking nerd who likes Bastille. he calls it 'peacemaking music'. [i love Bastille too but ya know]
last night Roane and Poe [well mostly Poe] stayed up ALL NIGHT and texted us the whole night at work and it was super nice. wish we could do that every night. Poe was p drunk for most of it but i didn't care i just wanted to talk to them UGH. friend crush intensifies. i love talking to them any of them, all of them. would really like to see Nottingham!Hiccup again. he seems rather different than BrokenArrows!Hiccup. [i wish we had a place name like Nottingham to use lol but o well.] maybe he'll come around. ours seems to have a much more front-related role, although he's out exploring for long periods too as is typical.
Also, it's very common that as the work night progresses and it gets later at night, eventually the body becomes tired enough that others fronting becomes very difficult to nearly impossible. Add stress in the mix and headspace gets nearly blocked out. But last night was pretty chill, surprisingly, so the two outspacers standing by were around the whole night. But like I said, the night got later and the body got tireder, and eventually Hiro fell asleep - and I could feel him there, in headspace near the front, asleep. That's really unusual. Usually I don't even know if you could say that headpeople sleep as much as - i dunno - tune out? It's rare for me to find them sleeping or wake them up or whatever. And I refer to the period before brand new headpeople wake up fully as "dreaming", because they aren't fully manifested and conscious/lucid yet. But Hiro was there for hours last night, maybe 2am on... curled up in the space closest to the front, sleeping soundly with Hiccup and I nearby, the whole night until 5 when the body and I went to sleep too. I don't know that I've ever felt someone sleeping in headspace like that before, especially so solidly there and yet not awake. Very interesting experience.
So while H2 is still reeling from the shock of Suddenly You Exist In A Strange Person's Brain Universe, H3 has long gotten over the weirdness that is "my personality and image is known by zillions of people via an animated film/book series" and is currently reading some modern HTTYD AU ideas on tumblr. LOL. We usually stay way the hell away from such things but this particular one is pretty spot on. Nice. Thumbs up. He says he finds them interesting because it's something akin to how he could exist in the front. One of them mentioned having a bag that never leaves his side, full of his stuff, and he really likes that idea - trouble is he doesn't really have many physical objects to his name. Although he sure is eyeballing that leather dragon journal I bought last fall and haven't used yet. Whuh oh.
That's all really. Just outspacers everywhere this weekend. One brand new one confused as hecke, the older one excited and swarming all over the front trying to help the new one, and getting a lot of front time in while he's at it.
also, he's a huge fucking nerd who likes Bastille. he calls it 'peacemaking music'. [i love Bastille too but ya know]
last night Roane and Poe [well mostly Poe] stayed up ALL NIGHT and texted us the whole night at work and it was super nice. wish we could do that every night. Poe was p drunk for most of it but i didn't care i just wanted to talk to them UGH. friend crush intensifies. i love talking to them any of them, all of them. would really like to see Nottingham!Hiccup again. he seems rather different than BrokenArrows!Hiccup. [i wish we had a place name like Nottingham to use lol but o well.] maybe he'll come around. ours seems to have a much more front-related role, although he's out exploring for long periods too as is typical.
Also, it's very common that as the work night progresses and it gets later at night, eventually the body becomes tired enough that others fronting becomes very difficult to nearly impossible. Add stress in the mix and headspace gets nearly blocked out. But last night was pretty chill, surprisingly, so the two outspacers standing by were around the whole night. But like I said, the night got later and the body got tireder, and eventually Hiro fell asleep - and I could feel him there, in headspace near the front, asleep. That's really unusual. Usually I don't even know if you could say that headpeople sleep as much as - i dunno - tune out? It's rare for me to find them sleeping or wake them up or whatever. And I refer to the period before brand new headpeople wake up fully as "dreaming", because they aren't fully manifested and conscious/lucid yet. But Hiro was there for hours last night, maybe 2am on... curled up in the space closest to the front, sleeping soundly with Hiccup and I nearby, the whole night until 5 when the body and I went to sleep too. I don't know that I've ever felt someone sleeping in headspace like that before, especially so solidly there and yet not awake. Very interesting experience.
So while H2 is still reeling from the shock of Suddenly You Exist In A Strange Person's Brain Universe, H3 has long gotten over the weirdness that is "my personality and image is known by zillions of people via an animated film/book series" and is currently reading some modern HTTYD AU ideas on tumblr. LOL. We usually stay way the hell away from such things but this particular one is pretty spot on. Nice. Thumbs up. He says he finds them interesting because it's something akin to how he could exist in the front. One of them mentioned having a bag that never leaves his side, full of his stuff, and he really likes that idea - trouble is he doesn't really have many physical objects to his name. Although he sure is eyeballing that leather dragon journal I bought last fall and haven't used yet. Whuh oh.
That's all really. Just outspacers everywhere this weekend. One brand new one confused as hecke, the older one excited and swarming all over the front trying to help the new one, and getting a lot of front time in while he's at it.
