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one of those 'two hours left til work but i'm already overcome with anxiety and unable to do anything except watch the clock and dread' kinda evenings.

little brother is here and it's obnoxious as always. slamming doors, yelling at his videogame, bragging to himself as if he's talking to someone else about how great he's doing while barging loudly into the kitchen to eat some food... the usual. i wish bb was here, it feels like a snuggly day. this is the last weekend of ren festival, he'll be home a lot more after this, which is nice.

been playing alpha sapphire, i'm now two badges in and in Slateport City. the music is fantastic, i was so excited to hear how they'd remix the theme for this place in particular. the theme for Slateport City is one of my favorite themes in all of the franchise, it's so upbeat and jolly, i love it.

my team so far is... really really grass-heavy. >_> but it's still very much a work in progress. we have Lucky*Star the shroomish, Ch'ra the grovyle, Morrow the poochyena, and Perfume the Lombre. all right around level 20 at the moment. with the addition of a temporary team member, an unnamed Nincada who i'm training up to be a secondary HM slave [Perfume is the main HM slave in the planning] and to pop out a shedinja when it evolves. :'D no word yet on whether we'll actually use the Shedinja. but i've never owned one, and it would be really cool. it's definitely one of my favorite bug types.

there are way too many more pokes i'd like to train up and only two more open slots, one of which will probably be occupied by Latias when she shows up! >_< i want to train Lileep, Whismur, Aron... agh. oh also, Morrow knows Thunder Fang. i worked v hard to sneak up on her in the wild. :'D

as for my computer... i have almost everything i need downloaded on it as far as apps. not going to bother downloading any art programs until i can afford a tablet, though. eventually i want to get Sony Vegas so i can start making youtube videos. :3

i have been neglecting my tethers to headspace in the last few days, which i know well is one of the main sources of my stress and anxiety buildup, but... on the other hand, i got all the dirty clothes out of the floor, picked up a ton of trash and got that out of the room, and moved pretty much all the miscellaneous stuff off the table/desk and into where they need to be! so i got rid of the majority of the clutter.

my phone charger is falling apart >_>' it made a weird popping noise earlier when i dropped my phone while charging. no bueno. the cable is splitting and fraying at the end where you plug it in. i'm kinda glad i got that other one, because otherwise that would be the only phone charger for both of us to use here.

tried to introduce my ipod to my new computer and my ipod freaked out and froze. i just noticed that it finally just now shut off, not sure if the battery died or what. but it had been frozen for like 5 hours. this is the same thing it did when i tried to introduce it to my other computers. i'm plugging it in again, let's see what happens.... YAY it worked! omg! i don't know what i did differently this time, but whatever, it worked and now i can sync it. i don't have to worry about the battery having run out since i had to let it die, because it charges on the shitty, shitty dock that i bought for it for my car, haha. i hate that fucking thing, gonna go back to FM transmitter as soon as possible, but at least this one charges the ipod.

i apparently have to erase all the music on it again and re-sync, but whatever. i've had to do this like 2 other times this year since i got the thing, but this should be the last time that happens. :3

mmm. i might make some coffee. i've been too lazy [depressed?] to re-fill the water thing for a few days. i might ask bb to do that while i'm at work. but i've just been drinking really shitty soda all day today, not good. although ALL of the freaking cups are hoarded in my sister's room sans like 1 that i'm literally hiding in my room for fear it will get hoarded too. sooo drinking anything is hard in this stupid house right now. you know, the idea of leaving is scary, but there's soooo much i'll be grateful for no longer putting up with, like people hoarding dishes.

man, when it comes down to stuff that i don't feel safe posting about publicly, it takes a LOT of content out of what i generally write about. but then again i doubt anyone would even want to read that stuff anyway. so.