i don't even have words for how bad last night was. not counting shifts where i was abused by management, that was definitely THE WORST work shift i've ever had in my life. i'm not even going to go into detail. it was so bad i'd just rather forget it. i have to somehow do ten hours tonight after that happened yesterday.
i woke up and don't feel rested, don't feel separated from last night's horrible events. not good. gonna play drakan and immerse myself in fantasy and kill some baddies for a while.
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Hey all! Apostrophe here! Ollie's not having a really good time so I came out and gonna eat cupcakes and pizza and drink fruit punch because I WANNA! And maybe it will help us relax. I think I'm gonna watch Pokemon B&W, but I have to wear headphones or something or else the brother will come in here and I don't even know the guy, much less want to talk to him, haha.
ANYWAY! I decided that I have an Eevee. Or I will have one. I haven't found them yet, but I'm gonna catch one! I feel like it might even be a /special/ Eevee. :D
Pokemon heals us as always. I'm a new member of this System but there's definitely inherent knowledge of that. Just looking at pictures of them and thinking about them helps a ton.
Yep, I think the body is finally starting to feel better. Ollie didn't believe me that a little sugar would help, but it doooes~!
so we FINALLY watched the Eevee and Friends special that's been out for like a year. oh god it's so cute ;w; it's so great to see all the eeveelutions together at once. just a silly cute little special. <3
egh, it was like that little emotional lift from pokemon was only temporary, because now we feel like poop again because work is coming. the idea of having to do ten hours when i haven't recovered from the nightmare that was last night makes me wanna curl up in a ball and cry. the tension in my head all day is the inevitable stress headache, i can already feel it starting when i shake my head around. nothing can stop it, it will snowball until i take medicine. buuuut i'm out of headache medicine. i knew this would happen eventually. i'm really really sleepy and tired and work is the last place i wanna be right now. =_=
[postscript: i felt AWFUL going into work but caffeine and good company and a mellow night helped me actually come out of the shift feeling better than i did going in, which is the opposite of how it usually goes]
i woke up and don't feel rested, don't feel separated from last night's horrible events. not good. gonna play drakan and immerse myself in fantasy and kill some baddies for a while.
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Hey all! Apostrophe here! Ollie's not having a really good time so I came out and gonna eat cupcakes and pizza and drink fruit punch because I WANNA! And maybe it will help us relax. I think I'm gonna watch Pokemon B&W, but I have to wear headphones or something or else the brother will come in here and I don't even know the guy, much less want to talk to him, haha.
ANYWAY! I decided that I have an Eevee. Or I will have one. I haven't found them yet, but I'm gonna catch one! I feel like it might even be a /special/ Eevee. :D
Pokemon heals us as always. I'm a new member of this System but there's definitely inherent knowledge of that. Just looking at pictures of them and thinking about them helps a ton.
Yep, I think the body is finally starting to feel better. Ollie didn't believe me that a little sugar would help, but it doooes~!
so we FINALLY watched the Eevee and Friends special that's been out for like a year. oh god it's so cute ;w; it's so great to see all the eeveelutions together at once. just a silly cute little special. <3
egh, it was like that little emotional lift from pokemon was only temporary, because now we feel like poop again because work is coming. the idea of having to do ten hours when i haven't recovered from the nightmare that was last night makes me wanna curl up in a ball and cry. the tension in my head all day is the inevitable stress headache, i can already feel it starting when i shake my head around. nothing can stop it, it will snowball until i take medicine. buuuut i'm out of headache medicine. i knew this would happen eventually. i'm really really sleepy and tired and work is the last place i wanna be right now. =_=
[postscript: i felt AWFUL going into work but caffeine and good company and a mellow night helped me actually come out of the shift feeling better than i did going in, which is the opposite of how it usually goes]