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thebrokenarrowssnow day. getting dark now. we didn't go out in it but ehh don't really care. maybe should have let Hiccup go play in it but idk our energy was just really low today. and that's ok. we just napped and hung out.
and watched big hero 6 because WE HAVE IT NOW HELL YAS. didn't even have to go out into the snow to get it or even leave my work. called up walmart while at work and talked to the electronics manager, because they always come down the way to eat at our restaurant on their break every night at the same time. so i got him to bring it to me. and it was wonderful. the barcode thing on the movie packaging said #00001 so I assume that means i got the first one in the store LOL! good. yes. it's a very basic cheapo dvd thing but that's fine. we can always upgrade later.
speaking of upgrades: remembered the blu-ray player mom has set aside for us when we move out. and roommates have a big plasma screen tv. i am absolutely fucking getting a blu ray of httyd2 [and probably the first one] sometime soon. wanna see that shit as beautiful hi def as possible. i don't see the need to have blu-ray of everything but that, and Avatar, and planet earth and movies that are purposely RLY PRETTY... yes. possibly bh6 as well.
saw a HERD OF DEER over across the street in the field at Coyote Hollow today. just browsing in broad daylight in the field. totally relaxed. THERE WAS EVEN A TINY LITTLE BABY PRANCING AROUND i was so excited. five or six of them. and i went outside in my flip flops in the snow to get a closer look and a big flock of cormorants flew directly overhead, like 15 of them. you never see cormorants right here, but they were headed for the lake, my lake. the one i'm leaving along with everything else soon. sigh. i hope nature happens like this in the city still. i know there are supposed to be a lot of deer around at least. and there's that big park i get to check out, i hope it's a good one with lots of wilderness and wild hidden places.
so we corralled hiro to watch his source with us. but he wasn't super enthused about it which was kinda disappointing. but really it's not too surprising now that i think about it. the amount of grief he has still and the separation from his previous life really upsets him and i'm sorry i had kinda forgotten. seeing all his friends and himself together was good, nice to remember, but sad also. and red-eyed violent Baymax still gives him sharp anxiety and bad memories. honestly i almost wish i could throw him back into his source world, because what would it be like seeing the beginning of something AMAZING and life changing happen to you only to get snatched out of it and away from your friends forever? [which is... why i'm glad Hiccup came here only after his second source material. and never showed up after the first even though we've been a fan since the beginning.]
hiccup was SO fucking here for the flight scenes though. like, me watching flying is just like YAY FLY YESSSSS. him watching is totally different. he calculates angles and movements in every scene and i often caught him nodding to himself when they would loop or sweep in the right way to get where they wanted to go. dude was BORN to fly, it's nuts. in May when we go to Atlanta he's gonna be shoved in the front to hang out with the falconers like we do every year. yes. i hope they have something rly cool this year. also i'm determined to get to Carowinds this year i haven't fucking been to Carowinds since eighth grade and haven't ridden a rollercoaster at all since 2008. that is so so wrong. and at Carowinds there's this rollercoaster where you lay on your back instead of sit and you FLY. YOU FRIGGIN FLY AND YOU FLY OVER THE WATER AND THAT WAS THE FIRST ONE I EVER RODE and it's the best. amazing. best ride. when Paramount owned the park it was called Borg but now it's called Nighthawk. yes. def gonna do my best to make it this summer. although i kinda suspect Hiccup will make us get on drop zone oh god no. nope. save me. i'm here for flying NOT FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN NO. bird was absolutely right this asshole is such a peregrine save us
so speaking of flying i remembered how stoked Hiro was to discover that dragons exist in headspace. so I TOOK HIS ASS ON A RIDE. yas. me with tiny Hiro on my back and then of course Hiccup followed us. [fictives fucking everywhere that's my life 2k15] Toothless is far better with speed and tricks than me but whatever i wasn't trying to scare the shit out of the poor kid LOL. he had a really good time i think. though he's stepped back off again to wherever he goes but that's alright. i'm glad he's settled in.
now kinda trying to force myself to draw. or write. or something. anything creative yes.
FEELIN KINDA BLEH ON MY DAY OFF IS RLY DUMB BUT I GUESS IT'S BETTER THAN FEELING BLEH AND THEN HAVING TO GO TO WORK WHILE FEELING BLEH???
and watched big hero 6 because WE HAVE IT NOW HELL YAS. didn't even have to go out into the snow to get it or even leave my work. called up walmart while at work and talked to the electronics manager, because they always come down the way to eat at our restaurant on their break every night at the same time. so i got him to bring it to me. and it was wonderful. the barcode thing on the movie packaging said #00001 so I assume that means i got the first one in the store LOL! good. yes. it's a very basic cheapo dvd thing but that's fine. we can always upgrade later.
speaking of upgrades: remembered the blu-ray player mom has set aside for us when we move out. and roommates have a big plasma screen tv. i am absolutely fucking getting a blu ray of httyd2 [and probably the first one] sometime soon. wanna see that shit as beautiful hi def as possible. i don't see the need to have blu-ray of everything but that, and Avatar, and planet earth and movies that are purposely RLY PRETTY... yes. possibly bh6 as well.
saw a HERD OF DEER over across the street in the field at Coyote Hollow today. just browsing in broad daylight in the field. totally relaxed. THERE WAS EVEN A TINY LITTLE BABY PRANCING AROUND i was so excited. five or six of them. and i went outside in my flip flops in the snow to get a closer look and a big flock of cormorants flew directly overhead, like 15 of them. you never see cormorants right here, but they were headed for the lake, my lake. the one i'm leaving along with everything else soon. sigh. i hope nature happens like this in the city still. i know there are supposed to be a lot of deer around at least. and there's that big park i get to check out, i hope it's a good one with lots of wilderness and wild hidden places.
so we corralled hiro to watch his source with us. but he wasn't super enthused about it which was kinda disappointing. but really it's not too surprising now that i think about it. the amount of grief he has still and the separation from his previous life really upsets him and i'm sorry i had kinda forgotten. seeing all his friends and himself together was good, nice to remember, but sad also. and red-eyed violent Baymax still gives him sharp anxiety and bad memories. honestly i almost wish i could throw him back into his source world, because what would it be like seeing the beginning of something AMAZING and life changing happen to you only to get snatched out of it and away from your friends forever? [which is... why i'm glad Hiccup came here only after his second source material. and never showed up after the first even though we've been a fan since the beginning.]
hiccup was SO fucking here for the flight scenes though. like, me watching flying is just like YAY FLY YESSSSS. him watching is totally different. he calculates angles and movements in every scene and i often caught him nodding to himself when they would loop or sweep in the right way to get where they wanted to go. dude was BORN to fly, it's nuts. in May when we go to Atlanta he's gonna be shoved in the front to hang out with the falconers like we do every year. yes. i hope they have something rly cool this year. also i'm determined to get to Carowinds this year i haven't fucking been to Carowinds since eighth grade and haven't ridden a rollercoaster at all since 2008. that is so so wrong. and at Carowinds there's this rollercoaster where you lay on your back instead of sit and you FLY. YOU FRIGGIN FLY AND YOU FLY OVER THE WATER AND THAT WAS THE FIRST ONE I EVER RODE and it's the best. amazing. best ride. when Paramount owned the park it was called Borg but now it's called Nighthawk. yes. def gonna do my best to make it this summer. although i kinda suspect Hiccup will make us get on drop zone oh god no. nope. save me. i'm here for flying NOT FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN NO. bird was absolutely right this asshole is such a peregrine save us
so speaking of flying i remembered how stoked Hiro was to discover that dragons exist in headspace. so I TOOK HIS ASS ON A RIDE. yas. me with tiny Hiro on my back and then of course Hiccup followed us. [fictives fucking everywhere that's my life 2k15] Toothless is far better with speed and tricks than me but whatever i wasn't trying to scare the shit out of the poor kid LOL. he had a really good time i think. though he's stepped back off again to wherever he goes but that's alright. i'm glad he's settled in.
now kinda trying to force myself to draw. or write. or something. anything creative yes.
FEELIN KINDA BLEH ON MY DAY OFF IS RLY DUMB BUT I GUESS IT'S BETTER THAN FEELING BLEH AND THEN HAVING TO GO TO WORK WHILE FEELING BLEH???
