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thebrokenarrows) wrote2015-03-30 08:25 pm
thebrokenarrows) wrote2015-03-30 08:25 pm
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rolled outta bed from my nap to post because today has been much better.
i guess sometime during my episode yesterday i flew off in headspace and lost contact with everyone. for a while the doors between me and the back were shut, but even when they opened again my connection with them wasn't working. i was still recovering from yesterday. but when i woke up from my nap, i felt gentle fingers sifting through the feathers of my mane, and a soft voice singing behind my head,
When the bombs finished falling,
and the ashes were drifting along the road
Little child, how you lifted
your eyes to the air
and the ancient shapes of crows...
Nobody would ever have known
No hand and no eye could have shown
How you would reply...
he found me. <3
ahh see now i'm up and i don't even know what to say. i went to Save Point and only spent a tiny amount of money because i went to get the speaker replaced in my game boy, but the only guy there didn't know how. so. but he did know how to replace the battery in my crystal version which was goode. although he tightened the back screw on the game a little too much and the screw poked thru the cartridge art :/ but i guess it's worth it for a working game. yellow version might be a lost cause though which breaks my heart. was my first ever pokemon game. and i got a clear new backing for the battery compartment, so i don't have to use tape anymore. i should get one for my GBA too, the little hinge broke off it long ago.
i'll brew me some coffee and maybe sit on the porch and feel my silly feels. they're very silly but quite good. i just wish i knew how to say them. now that i've lost /most/ of my fear of scaring her away with my feelings, it really feels good to express them. and continue doing so.
idk. just sitting here and nursing a soft heart like i do most evenings alone. it's a good thing. very good. and such a pure feeling.
work tonight should be easy compared to the weekend and then i'll be off for my weekly two day break. most excellent.
i guess sometime during my episode yesterday i flew off in headspace and lost contact with everyone. for a while the doors between me and the back were shut, but even when they opened again my connection with them wasn't working. i was still recovering from yesterday. but when i woke up from my nap, i felt gentle fingers sifting through the feathers of my mane, and a soft voice singing behind my head,
When the bombs finished falling,
and the ashes were drifting along the road
Little child, how you lifted
your eyes to the air
and the ancient shapes of crows...
Nobody would ever have known
No hand and no eye could have shown
How you would reply...
he found me. <3
ahh see now i'm up and i don't even know what to say. i went to Save Point and only spent a tiny amount of money because i went to get the speaker replaced in my game boy, but the only guy there didn't know how. so. but he did know how to replace the battery in my crystal version which was goode. although he tightened the back screw on the game a little too much and the screw poked thru the cartridge art :/ but i guess it's worth it for a working game. yellow version might be a lost cause though which breaks my heart. was my first ever pokemon game. and i got a clear new backing for the battery compartment, so i don't have to use tape anymore. i should get one for my GBA too, the little hinge broke off it long ago.
i'll brew me some coffee and maybe sit on the porch and feel my silly feels. they're very silly but quite good. i just wish i knew how to say them. now that i've lost /most/ of my fear of scaring her away with my feelings, it really feels good to express them. and continue doing so.
idk. just sitting here and nursing a soft heart like i do most evenings alone. it's a good thing. very good. and such a pure feeling.
work tonight should be easy compared to the weekend and then i'll be off for my weekly two day break. most excellent.