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thebrokenarrows) wrote2015-04-29 01:03 am
thebrokenarrows) wrote2015-04-29 01:03 am
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never know what to write lately lol. day off, but don't have another one tomorrow. they disrupted my schedule and it's upsetting lol. more upsetting is that i have to go to bed and wake up and go get my car worked on sobs. it's really stressing me out and idk why. i guess i'm just convinced that something is Very Very Wrong and that i'll get really bad news. i'm VERY NOT GOOD at waiting on bad news it makes me so crazy and so stressed.
but. ok. absolute worst case scenario, the car isn't worth fixing and effectively is totaled. and i need a new one. that's doable. and nothing in this situation would be worse than that i think. and it will almost certainly not be that bad lol. i'll be fine. just stressed bc my routine is thrown off and i only have one day to rest out of eleven days of work. x_X
but it's cool. we're driving WAY out of fucking town just to go to the mechanic that i trust lmao. hope they appreciate that. gonna bring my games and my phone and charger aaannnd.... idk what else. bird is gonna be so busy and stuff tomorrow so i won't have her to talk to much and that's sad but it's ok. busy times ahead for her and kinda for me too what with getting my car fixed up and inspected in a new county and new paperwork and such.
YEH NOT MUCH ELSE GOING ON just watched steven universe with bb and went and did some job hunting with him and played with the animals and roommates and talked to ma burd and stuff. STUFF. living a life and it feels good
but. ok. absolute worst case scenario, the car isn't worth fixing and effectively is totaled. and i need a new one. that's doable. and nothing in this situation would be worse than that i think. and it will almost certainly not be that bad lol. i'll be fine. just stressed bc my routine is thrown off and i only have one day to rest out of eleven days of work. x_X
but it's cool. we're driving WAY out of fucking town just to go to the mechanic that i trust lmao. hope they appreciate that. gonna bring my games and my phone and charger aaannnd.... idk what else. bird is gonna be so busy and stuff tomorrow so i won't have her to talk to much and that's sad but it's ok. busy times ahead for her and kinda for me too what with getting my car fixed up and inspected in a new county and new paperwork and such.
YEH NOT MUCH ELSE GOING ON just watched steven universe with bb and went and did some job hunting with him and played with the animals and roommates and talked to ma burd and stuff. STUFF. living a life and it feels good