new year! today's been fun
Jan. 1st, 2017 07:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thebrokenarrows[copypasted from a tumblr chat with friend]
i sold a rare item on flight rising for MEGA MONEY and went on a crazy shopping spree, it was great, now my dragons look amazing and i'm so proud of my lair rn
also i am feeling the mega itch to clean and rearrange my house, but unfortunately, i am still a hollowed out carcass of a human from the crazy holiday work and i must recuperate. i really REALLY WANNA DO THINGS though Fuck
i'm going to move furniture between the bedroom and the playroom [spare bedroom where all my retro games and pokemon collection are kept], and when we take the tree down we will also clean and vacuum the whole house really good. i have wednesday through sunday solid off work, and i have nothing to do then except band practice thursday [thank GOD, i've been working with almost no break since dec 22 because of the craziness of the holidays and having to train a new girl at the same time! and my house, body and hobbies have all suffered lol]. so i am hoping to take the momentum of the new year to blow through the house like a storm of cleaning
but for now i'm just way too tired so i've been listening to hours of streaming progressive trance music on soundcloud, holy shit, i forgot how much i love trance. i realize now, a decade after i first discovered it, how stimmy it is for me
and playing dragon gamez
i know for most people, this kind of psy trance goa stuff is... nightclub stuff, all sweaty and dancing up on strange sexy[?] people and being drunk/high and maybe getting laid? which is so fuckin alien to me lol. to me this music is for being alone in a dark womb of a room, surrounded by glowing lights and a cocoon of bass-heavy music that sounds like glowing lights in its own right
i feel a tiny bit self conscious about "admitting" that i love it so much when it's a world away from what the music is ostensibly "for"... but i'm working on not apologizing for being myself. maybe it's a new year thing.
just... something about people learning of my music tastes and thinking i'm one kind of person, when i'm WAY different than that... and idk maybe worrying they think i'm a "poser" or something lmfao i dunno. but the important thing is that it's stimmy goodness and i could bliss out to it for hours
and thank god too because kids were throwing firecrackers outside and it gave me a legit panic attack, so much that mason had to go out and ask them to stop because it was "scaring the cat" lol. [the cat didn't give a fuq. the fuq was given by me] and now i'm still a bit hypersensitive, mason's playing mount and blade warband and it involves a lot of male voices shouting aggressively which is bothersome. so. music time instead.
i sold a rare item on flight rising for MEGA MONEY and went on a crazy shopping spree, it was great, now my dragons look amazing and i'm so proud of my lair rn
also i am feeling the mega itch to clean and rearrange my house, but unfortunately, i am still a hollowed out carcass of a human from the crazy holiday work and i must recuperate. i really REALLY WANNA DO THINGS though Fuck
i'm going to move furniture between the bedroom and the playroom [spare bedroom where all my retro games and pokemon collection are kept], and when we take the tree down we will also clean and vacuum the whole house really good. i have wednesday through sunday solid off work, and i have nothing to do then except band practice thursday [thank GOD, i've been working with almost no break since dec 22 because of the craziness of the holidays and having to train a new girl at the same time! and my house, body and hobbies have all suffered lol]. so i am hoping to take the momentum of the new year to blow through the house like a storm of cleaning
but for now i'm just way too tired so i've been listening to hours of streaming progressive trance music on soundcloud, holy shit, i forgot how much i love trance. i realize now, a decade after i first discovered it, how stimmy it is for me
and playing dragon gamez
i know for most people, this kind of psy trance goa stuff is... nightclub stuff, all sweaty and dancing up on strange sexy[?] people and being drunk/high and maybe getting laid? which is so fuckin alien to me lol. to me this music is for being alone in a dark womb of a room, surrounded by glowing lights and a cocoon of bass-heavy music that sounds like glowing lights in its own right
i feel a tiny bit self conscious about "admitting" that i love it so much when it's a world away from what the music is ostensibly "for"... but i'm working on not apologizing for being myself. maybe it's a new year thing.
just... something about people learning of my music tastes and thinking i'm one kind of person, when i'm WAY different than that... and idk maybe worrying they think i'm a "poser" or something lmfao i dunno. but the important thing is that it's stimmy goodness and i could bliss out to it for hours
and thank god too because kids were throwing firecrackers outside and it gave me a legit panic attack, so much that mason had to go out and ask them to stop because it was "scaring the cat" lol. [the cat didn't give a fuq. the fuq was given by me] and now i'm still a bit hypersensitive, mason's playing mount and blade warband and it involves a lot of male voices shouting aggressively which is bothersome. so. music time instead.
